The future seems unclear. Well it always has been but sometimes my mind convinces itself that life can be defined by my expectations.
Like this semester. I was so sure that If I put in all of my effort I would deserve the grades. But I was humbled. Im frustrated but more importantly I am humbled. Because as long as I give my everything, my rewards is not an earthly gain.
This next week. A missions trip to New Orleans. I am leaving tomorrow. I feel unprepared for some reason and I have no idea what to expect.
This next forever. There are so many ambitions and dreams that I hope for but I'm not sure whether they are the best. Dance, psychology...possibly International Development and Conflict Management? Studying abroad in Australia would be fantastic. I think.
And for some reason I feel the need to stay close to home. I feel so tied down. Theres safety and comfort but also theres so much to be done so many people to impact. I feel kind of torn apart.
I overanalyze but I wouldn't be me if I didn't
this blog is lethal. word vomit.
"In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make straight your paths." Proverbs 3:6
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